So I've been going through stories I posted elsewhere, but not here. In an effort not to lose stuff I've written, I'm posting here too.
Title: Snow
Author: Kat Leaf
Fandom: Angel the Series
Rating: NC-17
Pairings: Spike/Wesley
Warnings: Vague spoilers to last season, AU
Disclaimer: They are not mine, sadly. If they were, I'd be doing much more fun things than sitting online.
Notes: Written for the SFAnnual Challenge; bunny #20 "A lot of people like snow. I find it to be an unnecessary
freezing of water." (Carl Reiner)
Somehow it seemed that whenever things went to hell - figuratively, not literally (these things had to be stated clearly in Sunnydale and in LA where literal hell was a regular occurrence) - Wesley lost hold of the light in himself and was left floundering in the dark. Becoming a rogue demon hunter after everything that had changed in Sunnydale. With Lilah, after the strange time of darkness and loss. He had lost Fred... the one he thought he would grow old with... lost her so abruptly just after they had finally found each other. Seeing that body he knew so well, but unable to see her, that would be enough to drive anyone to drink. And drink he did. He drank and he continued to lose, but in the dark it mattered not at all. And now... well, now he had lost something more precious than anything taken from him before.
Title: Snow
Author: Kat Leaf
Fandom: Angel the Series
Rating: NC-17
Pairings: Spike/Wesley
Warnings: Vague spoilers to last season, AU
Disclaimer: They are not mine, sadly. If they were, I'd be doing much more fun things than sitting online.
Notes: Written for the SFAnnual Challenge; bunny #20 "A lot of people like snow. I find it to be an unnecessary
freezing of water." (Carl Reiner)
Somehow it seemed that whenever things went to hell - figuratively, not literally (these things had to be stated clearly in Sunnydale and in LA where literal hell was a regular occurrence) - Wesley lost hold of the light in himself and was left floundering in the dark. Becoming a rogue demon hunter after everything that had changed in Sunnydale. With Lilah, after the strange time of darkness and loss. He had lost Fred... the one he thought he would grow old with... lost her so abruptly just after they had finally found each other. Seeing that body he knew so well, but unable to see her, that would be enough to drive anyone to drink. And drink he did. He drank and he continued to lose, but in the dark it mattered not at all. And now... well, now he had lost something more precious than anything taken from him before.
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